How Special To Me You Are

Ever since i have seen you,i have lost all my sleep,
b'coz of the love in my heart that is running so deep.
I always wonder whether you also feel the same way,
If you do,you can come into my heart and forever stay.

Thousands of doors are open for me to walk through,
but i do not want to go any where without you.
Even standing close to you makes my heart to beat faster,
It just melts whenever it hears the sound of your laughter.

The Blue skies are stretched as far as everyone can see,
that is the extent of love that's there between you and me,
Without seeing your face,every second is felt like a year,
let us stay together,so that there are no more such fear.

I try to catch your breath and take it in,
so that you can feel the love that is within,
Your kiss is even more hotter than the scorching sun,
Holding you always close to my heart is so much of fun.

The rainbow just bends seeing your beautiful smile,
in joy they stretch out in the sky mile after mile,
the birds start singing when they hear your voice,
you hypnotize them,leaving them with no other choice.

Your beauty is not like a butterfly that lives for a day,
bringing joy into millions of heart and then goes away,
your beauty is like the brightest of the brightest star,
that will always attract no matter it stands how far.

Every beat of my heart keeps telling me "I LOVE YOU",
please come close to my heart and whisper you love me too,
You can ask each and every star shining in the sky,
they will tell you my love never was or is or will be a lie.

Even in my dreams,i think about as how to tell you,
the love that ever since it started has been so true,
you can sense my love flowing in each and every part,
even the words can't tell the feelings hidden in my heart.

There is something about you that i have never seen,
that's why my love for you is like it's never been.
If only i could write your name on each and every star,
i guess then you would realize "How Special To Me You Are?".

Time To Say Goodbye

Life is not easy
At least that's what I'm told

We go through life tring
To be different and bold

But I was always
Far to shy

I would just hide in the shadows
And cry

But when I met you
Something was different

You were everything I wanted
You were my angel sent

Sadly one day
I fell apart

I didn't want you
To give me your heart

I didn't deserve it
It was too pure for me

I just wish you would understand
I just wish you could see

That although I make
This tough decision

It is with regret that I say
We are done

There comes a time
When we all must say goodbye

But I don't wanna spend my
Life building a rope

Only to have to say goodbye and
Cut that rope that bonds me to you

Because if I don't cut it now
There's nothing I can do

To break it
Because it is too strong

So I end this
Even though it feels so wrong

So I beg of you my angel
Please don't cry

Because there comes a time
When we all must say goodbye

its end of the road

takes quite a while but finally get message
you don’t need to labor the point
want your freedom? here! now you’ve got it
just let me out of this joint

thought that friendship-interest mutual
obviously suffering under delusion
was prepared to make big allowances
but no cause for further confusion

packed my bags, tied up loose strings
it’s back to the road and the bush
know when good thing comes to an end
don’t stress, no shove needed, just push

Forgetting Memories

For all the pain she gave me
For all the lies she said to me

For all the words she made me believed
For all the love I never received

For all the tears I have given her
For all the times we weren’t together

For all the misunderstandings she blamed me
For all the mistakes she laughed at me

For all the smiles she always faked
For all the period she made my heart ached

For all my letters she never read
For all the “I love you’s” she never said

For all the regrets I’ll always remember
For all the plans we abandoned together

For all my heartaches she never cured
For all the troubles I never endured

For all the efforts she never appreciated
For all the moments she seriously wasted

For all the promises she never started
For all my dreams she slowly ended

Though it seems I lost everything
I’m now much happier though I got nothing

I’ll still be here until forever
Forgetting those memories I had with her

Forgiving what she has done to me
I now erase all and let them free

I forgive her and forget her
And now, wish I’ll be free, forever.

How Could This Happen To Me

I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight

And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

You Will Find Someone Else (story)

Age of six
He loved her so
And everyday
He'd let her know

"I love you Grace"
He'd say each day
She'd just laugh
And run away

Till one day
She turned around
And sat with him
On the playground

"I'm sorry Chris
I don't love you
You'll find someone else
Who loves you too"

Highschool came
They met again
They laughed about
The things back then

They began to date
And fell in love
He got the girl
That he'd dreamed of

But when college came
Everything changed
They were far apart
With lives rearranged

"We'll be fine Grace"
But she had doubt
She turned and said
"It won't work out"

"I'm sorry Chris
I can't love you
You'll find someone else
Who loves you too"

In their twenties
They met again
They laughed about
The things back then

He took her hand
They began to dance
Remembering
Their old romance

Two years later
She became his wife
They'd be together
All of their life

They went on a drive
When it was no longer light
They drove down the roads
Of the starry night

The music came on
She started to sing
He whispered, "Grace
You're my everything"

But then suddenly
In one big flash
Headlights shone
As their car crashed

He saw her laying
Down on the ground
He felt his tears
Start rolling down

"Grace..." he cried
She took his hand
"I have to leave...
Please understand"

"I love you so much
It's always been true
But you'll find someone else
And you'll love again too"

"No," he cried
"It's always been you
I don't want someone else
I only want you"

And there on that street
Is where he cried
Hugging his love
As she slowly died