The Last I Love You

If I could just bring back the time, but I can’t
If I could just touch her heart again, but I couldn’t.

I am empty, I am broken, and was left behind
And there are a lot of questions, right here in my mind.

Did she really loved me? Or she just cared?
Coz I really don’t know what’s going on and I’m scared.

For every time I fall asleep I just dream of her
It could be a nightmare but I wish to be there.

And every time I close my eyes I see her face
It just reminds me of our separated ways.

She asked for a space and time and I don’t know why
Still I gave her what she wanted but why did I?

I don’t know, but she’ll be much happier that way
Coz with me I know, she’ll no longer smile anyway.

I really don’t know why, but we had that misunderstanding
I also don’t know then, how it ends up everything.

It was never a big issue, but we had a little fight
And I really don’t know what happened on that certain night.

Together, she went with me and had our last memorable walk
Forever, it will be my regret, coz it’s then our final talk.

She cried a lot in front of me and then gave up
But still I pretended strong, so I stoop up.

She told me everything she wanted to say
But still I pleaded hard, coz I needed her to stay.

I never wanted to push her further away from me
Coz I needed her right here beside me.

I just want her to remember every moment we had together
Every single thing we wished to have forever.

But just like a blink of an eye, it’s all over
So fast that I can’t even catch it up any longer.

She said I’m no longer a child anymore, so I must move on
Coz she knew that right now I’m still crazy holding on.

Even though I cry hard and plead, it’s too late
It’s all over now I know, though I sit here and wait.

It is the end of my dearest love story ever
It’s now gone and has run away from me forever.

I will hold my peace and will keep distance
And will never think of any more chance.

I just can’t believe what happened, coz it was fast
But I haven’t said yet the words I reserved for last.

So before I go in deep silence and eventually hide
I just want to say the words she left inside

Coz now this maybe the best chance for me to say that I do
For this very last time I will say, “I Love you”.