The Last I Love You

If I could just bring back the time, but I can’t
If I could just touch her heart again, but I couldn’t.

I am empty, I am broken, and was left behind
And there are a lot of questions, right here in my mind.

Did she really loved me? Or she just cared?
Coz I really don’t know what’s going on and I’m scared.

For every time I fall asleep I just dream of her
It could be a nightmare but I wish to be there.

And every time I close my eyes I see her face
It just reminds me of our separated ways.

She asked for a space and time and I don’t know why
Still I gave her what she wanted but why did I?

I don’t know, but she’ll be much happier that way
Coz with me I know, she’ll no longer smile anyway.

I really don’t know why, but we had that misunderstanding
I also don’t know then, how it ends up everything.

It was never a big issue, but we had a little fight
And I really don’t know what happened on that certain night.

Together, she went with me and had our last memorable walk
Forever, it will be my regret, coz it’s then our final talk.

She cried a lot in front of me and then gave up
But still I pretended strong, so I stoop up.

She told me everything she wanted to say
But still I pleaded hard, coz I needed her to stay.

I never wanted to push her further away from me
Coz I needed her right here beside me.

I just want her to remember every moment we had together
Every single thing we wished to have forever.

But just like a blink of an eye, it’s all over
So fast that I can’t even catch it up any longer.

She said I’m no longer a child anymore, so I must move on
Coz she knew that right now I’m still crazy holding on.

Even though I cry hard and plead, it’s too late
It’s all over now I know, though I sit here and wait.

It is the end of my dearest love story ever
It’s now gone and has run away from me forever.

I will hold my peace and will keep distance
And will never think of any more chance.

I just can’t believe what happened, coz it was fast
But I haven’t said yet the words I reserved for last.

So before I go in deep silence and eventually hide
I just want to say the words she left inside

Coz now this maybe the best chance for me to say that I do
For this very last time I will say, “I Love you”.

A Story From The Heart

I once heard a story straight from the heart
About a girl and how her world began to fall apart
It all started when she met the boy that made her life complete
Just thinking of him made her heart skip a beat
They were the couple everyone wanted to be
There were no imperfections as either one could see
As the weeks passed they fell more in love and were less aware
Of how often life turns out to be unfair
Until one day she finally gave in
She realized there was no way she could win
She said I'm sorry but i have to let you go
As he reached for her hand she pulled away whispering no
When she turned around a tear slid down her cheek
He just stood there speechless, forgetting how to speak
The next few days were the hardest at home
She truly felt she was all alone
Her mom pushed in her face how she had won
Her dad said "i knew he was just another one"
Her sister said "come on you'll be ok"
And her brother just tried to stay away
At school it was like her friends weren't even there
None of them seemed to really care
Her life had no more color, just black and white
Even getting out of bed turned into a fight
Despite their tries things just weren't like before
Then he decided "i don't wanna try anymore"
At that she tried to cut him out
But the more she ignored him the more her feelings began to shout
When she saw him that day she could no longer just walk by
And before she knew it her mouth opened up and out came "hi"
He looked up and said "so now we're talking?"
She just smiled and join his walking
Everyday they talked a little more
And everyday she began to like him a little less then before
As the months passed by she became more and more aware
About how its ok life's unfair
Because eventually everything becomes your past
But your memories will always last
And with that i hope you see
Not all love is meant to be
But hold on and don't give in
Stand tall, hold up your chin
And believe me when i say
The right one will come one day
He'll open your eyes to things you couldn't ever see
I know this because..this is a story all about me...